Saturday, November 27, 2010

Was I born a thorn?

Was I born a thorn? I always thought I was who God made me to be, yet being loved was something I often daydreamed. Simply by being who I felt I was, I was a thorn...a thorn to many, but maybe among many? I exhibited "unacceptable" traits, asked "inappropriate" questions, and made decisions that most felt were "wrong". I created this blog's title months ago, listed my favorite blog reads, people that inspire me with their brand of wisdom. I finally agreed with myself about some kind of biographical info. Yet, I never posted anything...kept waiting for someone to tell me what to say. This morning while praying to God...once again, I heard "What are you waiting for?" I don't think the question was about the blog, but maybe this thorn has been quiet, too quiet. And begins